gosh! I've been getting lazy and it is getting back at me :( not really in the mood to blog a lot of stuff recently...

anyway, this time while I had not been here, there were 2 outings. last last sunday, there was a TS kbox outing :D lala~ there was like mikes in the room, with like 10 of us, so we can really sing and sing... (and as usual, everytime we sing a fei lun hai song, there will be like this arguement on whether wu zun or da dong is more shuai. :S ) then we headed to some hk restaurant (which sells pasta?!) for dinner. before bumming around in mos (because we felt it was too early to return home) apparently, most of the people had already finished harry potter (like michelle who had a marathon on sat and yubin who finished it during kbox) I was still like at erm.. page 200+?? tues, there was the DSTA sentosa outing, which was real fun! met alex in the morning for breakfast before we all started heading for sentosa (our glorious handsome leader was late by the way). so we got there and (after walking around trying to find a spot for quite some time) started playing beach volley. and it was much harder than playing on normal ground because the sand is so freaking soft. I pretty much lost all my volleyball skills from primary school.. haha... after round of captain's ball, touch rugby, ultimate frisbee, soccer (which wasn't really a proper game, because the girls dun wanna play soccer ): ) and bridge, we started heading to vivo for dinner. wanted to eat carls jr but I prolly wouldn't finish a set. so I went with the gals to get BK. lala~ then it was heading home early for me, so I can get to work the next day without feeling too tired.

then it was back to slacking in school for the rest of the weekdays. finally finished HP7 on wednesday morning before my 1st and only lesson at 10.45. haha... then saturday, I met my buddy, aloysius, and eng seng at j8 for dinner (1st time I see them in person!)

yep yep. Cambridge is getting closer!

London 28th Sept

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Posted by gal_blue |

Whee~ got my book at 8am today :D lala~ hoep I dun get any spoilers before I finish it.

Then I headed down to orchard to meet manyan, josh and alex to go for confluence 2007 (actually I was wondering why I am going for a business confluence, especially when I'm studying Aerospace, which is totally unrelated). Yep yep... then there was dialogues from speakers from MAS, SEDB, citibank, merrill lynch and etc..

After the talk, together with tim and kar seng, we headed down to club 21 in hilton hotel to look at expensive stuff... haha.. then was dining at thai express in paragon. yep yep... then it was chioning home for me to do some crap online before I go chiong HP :D

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Posted by gal_blue |

London 28th Sept

不流泪的机场

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Posted by gal_blue |

To a dear friend of mine,

I hope that although the distance between us (physically) may increase, our friendship will not. My mind is a whirlpool these few days... had not been thinking properly (to think I can actually draw water as HO2 in class yesterday :S)

I'll control. sorry for the outburst. Frankly speaking your joke was immature. know when to stop. I already tolerated longer than I expected before the outburst. I doubt you would have handled it with a clear head if you were in my position too. I felt I done no wrong actually, other than the fact that the outburst went over the top.

perhaps everyone of us always tend to think that our bestest friend will understand all our actions like they could read our minds. actually I was glad we can finally tell each other this after so many years. I hope we can forget all these unhappiness.

Grace

Labels: random stuffs, reminisce and reflection

Posted by gal_blue |

林宇中-复活

你变得像他一样沉默
偶尔也像他一样活泼
连笑声也都一样
我怎么忘
也忘不过一秒
我想要爱
却看到他离开的刹那
你将爱情带走
留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲
我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装
心才不隐隐作痛
你说分手后
你(我)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我)
还在争夺
我懂你不想承诺
却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活
无数次的复活
我只要你爱我

远远看你勇敢在心头
靠近一点却又太懦弱
不拆穿你的困惑
爱不了我(你)
至少不要难过
任何结果
我会点头
只要你快乐
你将爱情带走
留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲
我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装
心才不隐隐作痛
你说分手后
我(你)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我)
我(你)还在争夺
我不想给你承诺
却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活
无数次的复活
我只要你爱我
无数次的复活
我只要你爱我

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Posted by gal_blue |

there is a limit to how much "joking" a person can take.

Perhaps you didn't know it was "a little" overboard.

I was pissed off.

my EQ is low.

my esteem is low.

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Posted by gal_blue |

Create your own Friend Test here

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Posted by gal_blue |

I am so darn tanned now that my papa says I look like 原住民

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Posted by gal_blue |

[P3St] The grass doesnt get no greener. says:
i remember this lame taxi driver who ask me, if you are helping a friend to buy 4D and he ask you to buy one two three four
[P3St] The grass doesnt get no greener. says:
what will you buy?>
underneath the sky says:
1234
underneath the sky says:
sure got trick one
[P3St] The grass doesnt get no greener. says:
haha...then the number 2444 came out and your friend ask you to pay
underneath the sky says:
how come
[P3St] The grass doesnt get no greener. says:
one 2, three 4

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Posted by gal_blue |

[P3St] The grass doesnt get no greener. says:
i remember this lame taxi driver who ask me, if you are helping a friend to buy 4D and he ask you to buy one two three four
[P3St] The grass doesnt get no greener. says:
what will you buy?

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Posted by gal_blue |

Tank - 专署天使

我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会 像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望

Labels: long holiday, missing someone, music, random stuffs

Posted by gal_blue |

got this from bernie and I thought it is quite meaningful

In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have
the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.

In primary one your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the
bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.

In primary two your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you
stand up to the class bully.

In primary three your idea of a good friend was the person who shared spent
recess with you playing soccer with makeshift balls/ playing five stones and
zero-point.

In primary four your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to
keep the smelly guys at bay during PE/ sneak off with you to catch tadpoles
in the monsoon drain.

In primary five your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the
back of the school bus for you.

In primary six your idea of a friend was the person who shared the pain of
taking PSLEs with you...and the joy of finishing it all.

In secondary one your idea of a friend was the person who let you copy the
(insert subject) homework that you had due the very next lesson.

In secondary two your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you
pack up all your stuffed animals and old comics so that your room would be a
presentable "teenager's" room, but didn't laugh at you when you finished and
broke out into tears.

In secondary three your idea of a good friend was the person who supported
you in your bid to become the team captain...and helped you out when the
going got tough and you wanted to throw in the towel.

In secondary four your idea of a good friend was the person who changed
their study schedule so that they could study with you for the O
levels...and listen to you bitch about the subjects you have to take AND
symphathize with your predictament.

In JC1 your idea of a good friend was the person whom you 1st met in your
OG/ class, and who stuck around with you as the academic year wore on and
everyone drifted apart to their own interests.

In JC2 your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a
college/university, assured you that you would get into that
college/university, helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard
time adjusting to the idea of letting you go...while being reluctant to see
you go as well; the person who had dinner with you every single day of the
week because you stayed back in the library to mug till late into the night,
who went to prom night with you so that you wouldn't feel out of place
without a date...

At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying on
the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they
congratulated you for your excellent results.

In the army (for guys), your idea of a good friend was someone who suffered
just as much beside you, who got pumped for your mistakes, who charged up
hill after hill, marched mile after mile, dug trench after trench with you
in the sun and the rain, and never once complained about you...it was always
the system's/weather's/officers' fault :) They were the ones who served
detention with you, who helped ease the boredom of detention with you, who
tried to help you avoid detention as best as they could...

At work ( for girls), your idea of a a good friend was one who spent the
time together with you in the office/restaurant/ wadeva working place you
were in, and helped you get through the maximum of workload with a minimum
of fuss. They were the ones who ticked off the bossy customer, who helped
you clean up the tables so that you wouldn't be the last one left to close
up, and who took it upon themselves to help you finish up the in boc on your
desk so that all of you could go out for lunch/dinner together.

The year you left for university your idea of a good friend was the person
who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, listened to you when
you ranted on about how you just couldn't deal with your parents, assured
you that now that you and (insert name of bf or gf) were back together, you
could make it through anything, helped you pack up for university and just
silently hugged you at the airport as you looked through blurry eyes at 18
years of memories you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of
childhood, went out of their way to give you reassurance that you would make
it in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most importantly
sent you off to college knowing you were loved.

Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better
of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off
those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are
not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past
behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer,
stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make
time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure
from others, smiles for you when they are sad and helps you become a better
person.

A friend now is someone you love. Not that you are "in love" with them, but
you care about them and you think about them when they are not there. The
people you are reminded of when you see something they might like, and you
know this because you know them so well. They are the people whose pictures
you have and whose faces are in your head regardless. They are the people
you feel safe around because you know they care about you. They call just to
see how you are doing, because a friend doesn't need an excuse. They tell
you the truth, the first time, and you do the same. You know that if you
have a problem, they are there to listen. They are the people who won't
laugh at you or hurt you, and if they do hurt you they try hard to make it
up to you.

They are the people you love, regardless of whether you realize it. They are
the people you cried with during the last song at the prom and at
graduation. They are the people that when you hug them, you don't think
about how long to hug and who's going to be the first one to let go. Maybe
they are the people that hold the rings at your wedding, or maybe they are
the people who give you away at your wedding, or maybe they are the people
you marry. Maybe they are the people who cry at your wedding because they
are happy or because they are proud. They are the people who stop you from
making mistakes and help you when you do. They are are the people whose hand
you can hold, or you can hug or give them a kiss and not have it be awkward
because they understand the things you do and they love you for them. They
stick with you and stand by you. They hold your hand. They watch you live
and you watch them live and you learn from them. Your life is not the same
without them.

So pass this on to those friends of the past, and those of the future...and
those you have met along the way...Just to say a little thank you for being
a friend. No matter where we go or who we become, never forget who helped us
get there.
There's never a wrong time to pick up a phone or send a message telling your
friends how much you miss them or how much you love them.

You know who you are, pass it on to someone who you want to remind. So send
this to all your friends and maybe those who aren't but just watch and see
who sends it back.

If you love someone, tell them. Remember always to say what you mean. Never
be afraid to express yourself. Take this opportunity to tell someone what
they mean to you. Seize the day and have no regrets.

Most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have
helped make you the person that you are today and are what it's all about
anyway. Pass this along to your friends. Let it make a difference in your
day and theirs.

*The difference between expressing love and having regrets is that the
regrets may stay around forever.*

Labels: random stuffs, reminisce and reflection

Posted by gal_blue |

Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I dont know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Oooh

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know

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Posted by gal_blue |

周杰伦-退后

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后并没有更自由
酸酸的空气嗅出我们的距离
一幕最新的结局像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆那笑容是是夏季
你我的过去被算是真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
如星的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

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Posted by gal_blue |

Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive.
sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Horny.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.

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Posted by gal_blue |

yay!!! I got my new specs :) lala~

oh yar. Happy Birthday Yuxin!!!

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Posted by gal_blue |

I think I'm self imposing stress... lol :S

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Posted by gal_blue |

what does this mean that

whenever you think

of a particular person,


you look up





and he is the first person you see?







This is bad

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Posted by gal_blue |

Somehow he just seems to be everywhere

Michelle Branch - Everywhere

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

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Posted by gal_blue |

Friday. My eyes feel like closing.

I just love this song :) not only the tune but also how nick lachey is trying to convey his feelings to jessica simpson. lol...

Nick Lachey - I Can't Hate You Anymore

An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.

And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.
...I can't hate you anymore.

You're not the person that you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore [x2]

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Posted by gal_blue |