chork is PURE EVIL!!!!!


Nothing... i'm just a little pissed with some people...

come to think of it, the "molecule" (1S01D people should know what i'm talking about) looks kind of funny...

i know its fun intruding other people's privacy...

looking at messages...

looking at diaries...

i know its fun making lotsa scandals...

at least the class is more interesting and bonded now

come to think of it, i'm quite pissed with myself too...

shan't create more scandals...

and got sabotaged back... (come to think of it, its my fault)

but...

it doesn't matter if i focus on old topics... right?

erm... not really...

Posted by gal_blue |

Yawnz... so tired... reached home like 1hr++ ago... finally, I can have a good rest over the weekend after this C-R-A-Z-E-E and damn busy week... anyway, in a way, I’m sad and disappointed yet relieve and happy that I did not make it into the council... sad and disappointed because I’m definitely going to miss out a lot of fun being in council... and that I had already made it to the campaigning stage... relieve and happy because I do not need to stay up so late in school and fall asleep again during lectures... furthermore, I’ll have lots of free time to do what I want to do, such as catching up with my friends, watch movie (haven’t watch one in a cinema for like 4 months already), practice violin, play computer, study, play chess and most importantly, exercise (speaking of which, I better buck up for my 2.4 and 5 items)... I’m also glad that at least I made it past the interviews (at least I know that I have the potential to be a councilor) and get a taste at campaigning when I was like one tiny fry back in SN...

Anyway today, Mr Tan decided to take our only break for math lesson because he’s unable to make it at 3pm... but he only took up like 30min, so we got about 30min short break... Chemistry practical, went through mock SPA... then Mr Lee caught two scandalous people sitting together... haha... Mr Lee then let us off early and went for GP... B-O-R-I-N-G... then end of school! Yeah... haha... during our end of school break, Mr Lee, zhao yan, alvin and me were sort of “interrogating” chork about his ahem... obviously chork was like on the losing end... Mr Lee kept insisting that chork “pi tui” or “yi jiao ta liang chuan” stepping on two boats at the same time... it was like really funny... when no one actually believe in what chork say... then chork tried to digress by scandalizing me... whatever...

Then went for chess... got this election... got nominated and seconded by wei jia and esther (thanks!) but did not get through... basically because I do not know a lot of people there... went for photography interview... told them that I want to be the treasurer... haha... anyway, I think my problem is that I’m not active enough in CCAs... I’m like pretty enthusiastic in class and OG but I seem to be lacking the passion for CCAs... I’m actually quite sick of school activities already... (the good thing is MOE do away with the PEARLS system... which was like the best decision they had ever made... otherwise I’ll just die...) but never mind, I’m contented with what I have now... a great class and a great OG...

Cheers!

Posted by gal_blue |

BALLOTING RESULTS RELEASED TODAY!!! Was so jittery during the whole of assembly... sigh... why must they release the results at 8? Went to the canteen to wait for the teacher to put up the name list at 8am... there were like almost 70 campaigners standing around the board waiting for the teacher.... finally, the teacher came and she was like super furious... chased all the campaigners away... haha... she was like, “what are all of you doing here? Go for your lessons now!” We were standing quite a distance away from the teacher and stayed there for a while... the teacher was like clearing the area while holding on to the two pieces of paper (i.e. the name list), taking her own sweet time... so got no choice, have to go for PE first...

PE was quite alright... got this feeling that PE for gals are super slack... did only 2 rounds... (We used to do like 2km and training for 5 items/game modules (I chose soccer and badminton) around this time of the year back in SN plus we also got morning jogs, where the teachers make us do 3 rounds... if the teachers are PMS-ing, they most probably torture us by making us do some funny stuffs... but can you imagine, 400++ people running on the track? its easy its cheat by running slowly, and joining the people running very fast near the end of their 3 rounds and... in the end, you only do 2 rounds... but being a good student, I tried that once only... haha...) was running when my class guys ran past... saw sergius ran damn fast and some gals made some funny comment about it... haha... (funnier comments came later when more people ran past) played tag rugby... well, the tag rugby was really B-O-R-I-N-G... I would actually enjoy a good game of basketball, soccer or badminton instead of a defensive game like tag rugby... well, the game is similar to the original touch rugby, but we got sashes to act as “tails” and you need to pull out the sashes in order to “tag” (quite similar to “touch” in touch rugby) the person... anyway, I think that the gals in our class are less aggressive and play by the rules unlike the other gals... yu xin and xin yu are super good in avoiding defenders and scoring a try... should join wu shu and judo... haha... people like wei jia and hong fei are good at pulling the sashes... then people like me got natural flair for warming the benches and slacking on the field... haha...

Finally, after PE... grab my stuffs and ran to the canteen... went immediately to the council boards... looked at the section under S01s and was so shocked that only 3 S01s (which does not include me) got in... people I know who got in... class: chork... OG: ching hui... SN people: xin ling... Others: danny, jon ong, zhou qiao, han zhang, wesley, vi-zanne and etc. CONGRATS!!! WELL DONE!!! Well, for me, I’m alright now... to say that I’m neither sad, sore nor disappointed would be a lie, but I enjoyed this campaigning process... and I must thank all who voted for me... friends who supported me... haha... and my campaign group people... yeah!!! guess I need to go out there and really go to talk to people... otherwise I think I’ll just focus on my job as a class treasurer... haha... at least I need not be extremely busy (although I’ll just be bored)... then I’ll have more energy to concentrate on my studies (speaking of which, I seriously need to buck up) and running for photog and chess exco... am I being too ambitious?

Maths lecture... need I say more?
Got back our class test... did fairly alright... around the class average...

GP... did an essay... the question I did was like “can a weblog ever truly replace a personal diary?” wrote approx 716 words... haha... was actually counting the number of words and the two beside me were like trying to distract me by “counting the number of words I wrote by not counting with me”... so its like 3 people reading different numbers at the same time... haha... obviously, I got distracted...

After school, got GP talk by the MDA... (they made it compulsory for the whole engine faculty plus a few classes here and there) came this boring and quite grouchy old man, who complained about how lousy our school mike was... did not sat with my class... (first time!) sat with some of my other class friends... I guess I kinda irritated her a little by making funny comments... but I can’t be bothered now...

Went for SRP again... kenneth’s mom drove us there again... the first talk was actually on some science programme in NUS... then we went to the science library... and the librarians taught us how to use the internet to check what books we borrowed from the science library, the due date, how to reserve books, etc... showed us around the library and how to borrow books... the whole tour was like a complete waste of time as we do not even have the NUS library card when they kept telling us we can borrow 6 books... sigh...


P.S. By the way, I’m trying to learn Italian... haha...

P.S. can’t stand the way scandalous people try to scandalize me... but too bad, I’m more influential in class and more skillful in scandalizing people...

P.S. (continued) come to think of it, the scandal must be of some truth before people actually believe me...

P.S. I am starting to think that I’m hated by a few people... imagine sitting next to this person X, when she suddenly decided to change place with another person Y... then Y told you that X doesn’t want to sit with you... Maybe I was mean to X before... or perhaps I’m too weird for her... or maybe X is just plainly a b****... well, actually, when I did not make it to stay in the best class in sec 2, X said in a haughty manner, “those who did not make it to 2W are a disgrace (note the pun) to 1C” and guess what, she said it straight into my face... elitists exists everywhere... triste...



The world is not a utopia. Sono combattuto...

Posted by gal_blue |

i like this song a lot

Year 3000 by Busted

one day when i came home at lunchtime,
i heard a funny noise
went out to the back yard to find out if it was,
one of those rowdy boys.
stood there with my neighbour called peter,
and a Flux Capacitor.

he told me he built a time machine
like the one in a film i've seen,
yeah yeah... he said...

i've been to the year three thousand
not much has changed but they lived under water,
and your great great great grand daughter,
is pretty fine (is pretty fine)

he took me to the future in the flux thing and i saw everything,
boybands and another one and another one ... and another one!
triple breasted women swim around town... totally naked!

we drove round in a time machine,
like the one in the film i've seen..
yeah yeah... he said...

i've been to the year three thousand
not much has changed but they lived under water,
and your great great great grand daughter,
is pretty fine (is pretty fine)

i took a trip to the year 3 thousand
this song had gone multi platinum,
everybody bought our 7th album.
it had outsold michael jackson,
i took a trip to the year 3 thousand
this song had gone multi platinum,
everybody bought our 7th album, 7th album.

he told me he built a time machine
like the one in a film i've seen,
yeah yeah... he said...

Posted by gal_blue |

Today is BALLOTING DAY!!! YEAH!!! Felt kind of scared because I realized that I do not know a lot of people and I’ll most probably not get more than 80 votes... which means, I may NOT even get into the top 60 at all... but I still hope for the best... at least I know that my class is behind me... Anyway, I shall give a break down on how many votes I’ll get... I’m being optimistic and realistic here... unlike some ahem people...

Class: 20+
OG: 15+
SN gals: 25+
Drama feste people: 5+
Other people I know: 10+
People I don’t know but were impressed with my campaign and those who have no other people to vote for after voting for people in their class, OG and the few big shots: 5+

Okay... let’s see... that’s about 80+ votes...
Well, hopefully I do get into council...

Anyway, I know of one person who “don’t want me to get into council because they think that I may get too stress”... well, I guess he/she might not vote for me... sad...

By the way, this morning, I got a message from one of the campaigner, telling people not to vote for him because he doesn’t want to get into council because of some particular reason... well, if he doesn’t want to run for council, then why did he not withdraw or not go for the interview... so that at least some other people who share the same passion with most of the other campaigners can give a shot in campaigning... isn’t it now a little too late to back out?

Anyway, our class balloting slot came... I voted for myself (of course), people in my class, people in my OG, people in my campaign group and people in SN... yah... that’s 10... was tempted to choose myself for house cap... but I remembered my rather far-fetched “dream”, which is to be the council treasurer... YEAH!!! Anyway, it’s quite interesting to see who people are voting for... and I’m glad of all the people in my class, whose monitor I peek into, they voted for me... THANKS PEOPLE!!! I’LL NOT LET RJC, 1S01D, HADLEY-HULLETT and SN down!!!

Well, straight after that, went for a “class lunch” in the school canteen... SURPRISE!!! That “RGS girl more practical” person actually went up the LCD area and got his group’s banner and OUR GROUP’S BANNER down!!! I was so damn shocked when I saw him carrying our group’s banner... gosh... I thought he was pure evil... but seems like he is only occasionally evil... or maybe he’s feeling guilty... or maybe he just think that since he’s going up there to take his group’s banner down, might as well just help the other group... whatever the reason... that actually change my opinion of him being pure evil to a bit evil elitist... to think that someone in my class insisted that one of OUR group member go up and help his group get the banner down because we got 2 banners and they only got one... when I actually told my friend that he is actually quite nice... more like EVIL!

After lunch, I went to the library with wei jia and we have a nice chat because I don’t want to go home so early... and since there’s no one at home, I might as well stay and chit-chat... I’m quite surprised at how well she actually knows me, for example she was like 90% right about my personality, feelings, thoughts and likes... surprise... guess it’s because we are of the same horoscope... Anyway, the chat kind of let me sorted out my thoughts and feelings... shan’t elaborate further... but it is nice having someone to talk to...

On my way home, I thought... I thought some of the things I did were extremely stupid and redundant... and I truly regretted what I’d done... but, what is done is done... there’s no use crying over spilled milk... somehow, it kind of affected me a lot... imagine giving up something to another person because you know that it is to his/her benefit and also because you do not wish to hurt anybody, but ended hurting yourself and getting miserable over it? I wonder...

Voglio grido...

Posted by gal_blue |

Losing My Grip by Avril Lavigne

Are you aware of what
You make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you
Like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away
Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
Cause you weren't there
When I was scaed
I was so alone
You need to listen
I'm startin to trip
I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick
You placed beside you
To take somebody's place
When you turn around
Can you recognize my face
You used to love me
You used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
everything wasn't ok

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided...

Why should I care
Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You need to listen
I'm starting to trip
I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide

Chorus

Posted by gal_blue |

It is kinda interesting to know how people "suddenly" say "hi" to you (when they had never ever did) because they saw your banners or when they saw you saying your speech on the stage...or to make it simpler, do people treat you differently because you are now more "high profile"?

Posted by gal_blue |

Anyway, tml is going to be another long day… still have to wait till 5.30 to get our speech proposal approved… the councillors are crazy… they actually make us come up with our proposals in 2 days… and gave us like 2 days to prepare our stuffs, such as posters and notice boards for the campaign… by the way, I calculated the minimum number of votes I need to get to confirm be elected… its approx 133 votes… so yar… that’s my target but it seems like quite a long way to go…

Posted by gal_blue |

Called bernadine today and that was the 1st time we actually talked to each other after like 2-3 months or so… it was a short conversation, only about 10mins… she actually think that I’m totally stressed out because of campaign… I think she is stressed out with chorale… whatever… Anyway I’m glad I sort of cleared things up with her… but I’m still quite affected by her attitude… well, the problem is, she doesn’t know that she had been so busy with chorale and her class that she is sort of “ignoring” her other friends and she didn’t even realise it… well… that’s so bernadine…

Posted by gal_blue |

I'll carry you by Clay Aiken
Yeah I know it hurts, Yeah I know you're scared walking down the road that leads to who knows where. Don't you hang your
head don't you give up yet when courage starts to disappear I will be right here.

(Chorus)
When your world breaks down and the voices tell you turn around. When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you.
When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes. When you're falling behind, I will carry you.

Everyboday cries, Everybody bleeds, No one ever said that life’s an easy thing. That’s the beauty of it, when you lose your
way, close your eyes and go to sleep and wake up to another day.

(Chorus)

You should know now that you're not alone. Take my heart and we will find, you will find, your way home.

When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you. When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.
When you're falling behind, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will
carry you.

Posted by gal_blue |

Went to do our group campaign stuffs yesterday... I'm glad my group made quite a good progress in this whole campaigning process... Anyway, you people will know what i meant tml... haha... anyway, i must say thank you to my fellow campaigning group mates, jonathan kang, jonathan ong and liansheng!!!
yeah!!!
Remember, vote for us!!!
Oh yar, visit our campaign blog


P.S. I'm not really sore bout the whole "RGS girl more practical thing" already... it's actually quite true... what can we do? the majority of the cohort come from the RI and RGS... and people like us are not really highly regarded by some elitist... well, i can only hope for the better...
P.S. I think that a lot of SN girls are going to be so surprised to know that i'm running for council...

Posted by gal_blue |

Yeah!!! I like my campaign group!!! We came up with lots of damn spastic ideas in just 1 hr!!!Oh yah... Visit our notice board on Monday

and



VOTE FOR MY GROUP!!!

Posted by gal_blue |

Welcome to my life by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Posted by gal_blue |

Went to school earlier than usual... decided to walk around the school... saw a bunch of people crowding around a notice board and I decided to go and check it out... found out that it is actually the house thingy... got posted to the Hullet...
Anyway after PE, I rushed to the canteen to check out the interview results... I GOT THROUGH!!!! YEAH!!! Anyway 3 people in my class got through... liansheng, chork and me... haha.... so happy.... MUST VOTE FOR ME!!!!
During civics, Mr Lee gave us this chemistry quiz... got 10/14... haha... The test cut into our lunch time... so have to go for the campaigners’ meeting with a growling stomach... sigh... We are supposed to get our proposals done by fri and 30 sec speech by mon... haha... Anyway, we were supposed to decide whether we want to campaign individually or as a group... then chork left the class for friends... sigh... so evil disappointing evil evil evil “nice”... so much for class spirit... he then ask his friends whether I can join their campaign group or not... then that friend said NO when chork told him that I was from SNGS... he said that it is more practical to get a RGS girl because the school is dominated by RI and RGS people... WTF... that was so damn condescending and evil... I was quite affected by that remark... cos I stayed in RJ because I like the environment here and the fact that the RI and RGS people do not really look down on the other school people... but it doesn’t really matter... I guess for my campaigning speech, I’m going to say, “It makes no difference which sec sch, faculty, house or ccas you come from. To me, all of you are students of RJC, which makes all of you a true rafflesians.”
Anyway, my campaigning group consists of liansheng, 2 johnathans and me... haha... speaking of which, I’ll have to check out the sample proposals now...
Then I went for SRP... thanks to kenneth’s mom, we made it to NUS at 3.20pm, with 10mins for me and chork to have our lunch... Anyway, I finished my food earlier than chork... quite surprising cos I always eat damn slowly... I guess it’s because I was freaking pissed... Anyway I asked kenneth whether he is homo, hetero or bi... well, he said he is hetero... so disappointing... I mean for matthew lah...
Then that SRP talk was so damn boring... I was sitting directly in front of the lecturer and yet I dozed off for a while... haha... On the way back, chork kept questioning me bout my “private rendezvous”... got meh? what crap lah... then I asked chork bout him and another person... he kept denying... well, sooner or later, we will know... haha...

Posted by gal_blue |

Council results comming out on wed... sigh... hope i get in...
Anyway, i think i got the violent trait now... smacked some1 3times today... haha...

Posted by gal_blue |

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Posted by gal_blue |

Guess who our target was... Mr Lee! (CT of 1S01D) haha... actually, didn’t really expect some of my classmates to come up with this prank... haha... anyway, a group of gals, hong fei, yu xin and xin yu somehow got toothpaste from RIB and put some between a oreo mini cookie... then we made chork do the evil job... (anyway, chork claimed that he is nice to do stuffs that people do not wish to do) so he gave the normal cookies to the March babies (liansheng, qiao li and jiashun) and gave Mr Lee (he is a March baby too!) one of the cookies with toothpaste... Mr Lee ate the cookie and got this weird look on his face... halfway chewing the cookie, Mr Lee asked, “toothpaste ar?”... haha...

Posted by gal_blue |