To the all the teachers in the world! Happy Teachers’ Day! Yep... celebration today in RJ and was some concert thing... nice... and Mr Lee got his angel piggy and the jigsaw...

Then bern and I went back to SN to see my sec 4 teachers... still remember some of our favourite teachers... like Ms Quek... with her dedication in drilling maths into our brains... Ms Jacob... with her interesting stories... Mrs Tan... who made chemistry so easy to understand... Mr Gan, with funny pronunciation of some people’s name (like bernanice, me-la-ny and glace instead of bernadine, melanie and grace)...

Talked to quite a number of teachers... and the 1st question they asked is, “who is attached” sigh... so ba gua...

Initially, bern and I wanted to mug in SN... but we ended up talking crap and reminiscing about our sec 4 experiences in macs with julie and min li... haha...

P.S. I miss SN!!!

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Yeah! chork and I went to J8 and bought this cute little pig for Mr Lee... haha... finally found a pig that has wings... haha... and it is really, really, really cute... and it looked so innocent... awwwwww... the class also designed two jigsaw puzzles for Mr Lee... yep... chem-is-try!

P.S. I want one piggy soft toy too!

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Let’s see... I went oversea for 8 hours... haha... bought quite a bit of stuff...

P.S. anyway, I suggest 1S01D go for such trips...
P.S.S. I’m such a good girl... won’t do anything against the law...

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Went for the spook show at suntec city on Saturday with quite a number of RJ people, such as bernie, wang lu, liao ying, yin zi, ling ling, daniel, wang chi etc... Mr Chan was there too... and he treated us to some guo tie... yep...

The show was quite interesting... but spooky too... at the beginning of the show was like some “ghost” walking around the audience area... so you got like this freaky looking thing peering over your shoulders or sitting next to you... apparently this girl came over to our area and scare the hell out of us...

P.S. Anyway, something not very nice happened to me at the end... but I shan’t blog about it...

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I'm not exactly sure what's happening to me nowadays... can just sit somewhere, let my thoughts wander and starts tearing...

yep...

cried again last night... think i should really take a break...

P.S. Anyway, someone told me that my crush is not worth liking... hmm...


Atomic Kitten - Love Doesn't Have To Hurt

(Thank you baby)
I learned a lesson in my life,
but I learned it the hard way.
I don't know why I used to fall in love
with the wrong kind.
Than I'd suffer so much pain,
but I only had myself to blame.
Baby, you came in the nick of time
To show me love doesn't have to hurt
To feel good, it's such a revelation.
With you I can be myself
And always should
Don't have to cry,
Don't have to fight
Don't have to die
Night after night
Show me love
Doesn't have to hurt
To feel good
Thank you baby
Darling now it seems to me
like I've always known you
But I still shudder when I think back
on the lonely times
I used to keep al my feelings inside (deep inside)
From your eyes
I have nothing to hide
Baby, you came in the nick of time
To show me love doesn't have to hurt
To feel good, it's such a revelation
With you I can be myself
I know it should
Don't have to cry,
Don't have to fight
Don't have to die
Night after night
Show me love
Doesn't have to hurt
To feel good
(yeah yeah yeah yeah yeaaaaaaaah)
Thank you baby
Lying here beside you feels so fine
Talking about everything
In this heart of mine
Love doesn't have to hurt
To feel good, it's such a revelation
With you I can be myself
I know it should
Don't have to cry,
Don't have to fight
And in your arms
Night after night
Show me love
Doesn't have to hurt
To feel good
(yeaaaaaaaah)
Thank you baby

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grace shall not slack anymore... she’s going to finish all her tutorials and mug for promos...

yep...

this term is coming to a close and one month from now would be promos!!! Gosh... I can’t believe that two month had passed since common test... orientation seems almost like yesterday... and yet, now this year is ending soon...

this year had seemed like a blur... playing like a short flick of my life... and I’d enjoyed it pretty much, the ups and downs... though hectic, I thought I had one of the best years of my life...

cheers!

wake me up when September ends... let me by deluded for one more month...

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Blue - If You Come Back

C'mon c'mon
Yeah
Can you feel me?
(Baby can you feel me?)
I've got something to say
Check it out
For all this time
I've been lovin' you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
Oh, the reason why

So if I did
Something wrong
Please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end

And I swear
If you come back
In my life
I'll be there till the end of time
(Come back to me
Come back to me
Back into my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want
(Come back to me
Come back to me
Back into my life)
Oh yes you are

I watched you go
You've taken
My heart with you
Oh yes you did
Every time
I tried to reach you
On the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home

So if I did something wrong
Please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end
No, no, no, no

I swear
If you come back
In my life
I'll be there till the end of time
(Come back to me
Come back to me
Back into my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want
(Come back to me
Come back to me
Back into my life)
Oh yes you are

Maybe I didn't know
How to show it
And maybe
I didn't know
What to say
This time
I won't disguise
Then we can
Build our lives
Then we can
Be as one

I swear
If you come back
In my life
I'll be there till the end of time
(Come back to me
Come back to me
Back into my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want
(Come back to me
Come back to me)
Oh yes you are

And I swear
If you come back
In my life
I'll be there till the end of time
(Come back to me
Come back to me
Back into my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side

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Time to explain why my previous entries, including this one (being typed out in the com lab) is "hidden"... basically, i kinda got myself screwed with spending too much time infront of the computer, surfing net... (actually, 8 hours in 15 days isn't considered much... is it?) yep... furthermore the show about blogging practically make my parents start noticing me blogging... and they just have to tell me "blogging is actually not good for you, why do you want to put your thoughts on the net... people can use it against you... etc..."...

Posted by gal_blue |

Life sucks sometimes and i can't seem to make things right.... How could this happen to me?

This sucks

officially, i'm not allowed to blog a lot these days... cos blog are supposedly not good

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Oasis - Lyla

Calling all the stars to fall
And catch the silver sunlight in your hands
Call for me to set me free
Lift me up and take me where I stand

She believes in everything
And everyone and you and yours and mine
I waited for a thousand years
For you to come and blow me off my mind

Hey LYLA
The stars about to fall...
So what you say LYLA
The world around us makes me feel so
Small LYLA
If you can't hear me call
Then I can't say LYLA
Heaven help you catch me if I fall

She's the queen of all I've seen
And every song and city far and near
Heaven help me mademoiselle
She rings the bell for all the world to hear

Hey Lyla
The stars about to fall
So what you say LYLA
The world around us makes me feel so
Small Lyla
If you can't hear me call
Then I can't say Lyla
Heaven help you catch me when I fall

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this is a hidden entry... say, "i'm scandalous" and the entry will appear...

Did my presentation on occultism during GP yesterday... spread the evil!!!
got quite a good response from the class... and Mrs Chan ended up spending half an hour talking about that subject... and spared some people from having their speeches today... haha....

then i was supposed to go for the tea session but lian went on my behalf... went to the library to look for basic chess opening books but couldn't really find much... sigh... yep...

today's civics was rather lame... was this chinese culture quiz... and the questions were so easy that the audiences were like sighing... tried to prove that this scandalous person is a gambler... but failed...

P.S. anyway, now i know why i prefer to use the pencil... haha... maybe i'm possessed it doesn't matter anyway...
P.S.S. i saw gamblers gambling away... sigh... playing bridge blatantly in the canteen
P.S.S.S you are so scandalous

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Linkin Park – Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Posted by gal_blue |

went for the interschool team chess championship... haha... wasn't really expecting to win much... maybe last or second last? yep... anyway, 1st up was against RJ team 1... as expected got trashed...

in the end we managed to earn 2.5 points and lost to VJ by 0.5 point... seems like we need to work on basic chess opening... cos the more experienced player used more uncommon openings... i.e. they don't use king's pawn...

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grace is sad... cos she got an aching nose and she got 情敌s...

Crashed my nose bridge yesterday... and its hurting like s*** now... sigh...

Yep...

Ouch

P.S. there are 2 gamblers in my class...

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Wow! a total of 27 "we believe"s

Good Charlotte - We Believe

There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night

Downtown
Another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right?
Just wanna make this right

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all of pain
(So let it be)
There's a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

So this world
Is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down in front of me
I'll be everything you need
In every way

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)

Posted by gal_blue |

Tomorrow is national day... which means Singapore is now 40 years old... plus NDP and no school... celebrating national day at school today... played chess... haha...

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Class outing no. 3 was fun!!! Yeah!!! The attendance was pretty good... a total of 17 people including Mr Lee... yep... went kbox to sing... highlight of the day: Mr Lee sang 当你孤独你会想起谁!!! Some of the people we do not really expect to sing actually were quite enthu... plus, quite a number of people can sing quite well, like hong fei, qian xiao and zhi yan... interesting... but I was quite sad kbox doesn’t have blue, simple plan or green day songs... and they had those relatively older English single... but I enjoyed singing some of the Chinese pop songs... those which I heard on the TV, etc... yep... after that, the guys went lan and the girls all decided to go back...

Posted by gal_blue |

was listening to a few song on radio... then i realised that they censored out some of the words like f***, sh**, bi***... so those words sound like far, she and be... interesting...

Posted by gal_blue |

yeah!!! class outing no. 3 this Sunday... hope many people will turn up!!!

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The day went on quite spastically... chem prac was SPAstic... (because it is about SPA?) next there was this guy gay who apparently come to our class because he has hots for this guy in 1S01D... gosh... GP was quite alright, with zhao wei’s speech on chess and yuxin’s speech on mummification... interesting... then comes group discussion... apparently our group changed topic like 3 times(?)... and finally we settled on this rather common topic... basically because we cannot find much to say for AI or rather artificially intelligence (which I think would be more interesting and special)... first FM make up lecture... sigh...

Went for chess... after shuting calling me for 2 times to tell me to hurry up... guess she’s quite worried about our team’s progress... anyway, seems like we haven’t really done much training... our team include, me (board 1), est (board 2), yuxin (board 3), wei jia (board 4) and rui zhi (reserve)... yep... shuting actually hope we can clinch at least an award... and I heard not a lot of JCs are taking part... tried playing with the clock... wei jia seems to be under the time constraint pressure... to wei jia: relax k... you can make it! yuxin seems tired... to yuxin: take a good rest! Yep... while playing with wei jia, this *ahem* spastic person came asked if I’ll lose because he’s here to distract me... sigh... we all played like 6 games and I kept forgetting to press the timer... when we are at the last game, this other spastic guy from 1S01D came over and stared at our board... stood there for quite sometime and watched the game while making some comments... he said, “die already” before he left... haha... and the worst thing was I actually burst out laughing after he’s out of sight...

spastic.

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Civics today was boring... was like some national anthem thing... Mr Lee let us go off early to celebrate the birthday of the May to July babies... basically we haven’t have a birthday cake for quite some time already... the May to July babies, starting from the earliest, sergius, xinyu, hanyu, wang kan, alvin and kenneth and beili, who both share the same birthday... yep... and so we went late for GP...

During GP, we were divided into groups of 7 and were supposed to come up with role play about some science and human value issue... my group was pretty crap lah... didn’t really made much progress... yep...

Chem lecture was on equilibrium and the lecture was going on pretty smoothly... seems like the teachers are rushing to complete the syllabus... during the lecture, this *ahem* evil person was like holding the lighter and was staring at it... gasp... and he threaten to burn one of my ponytails... gasp! note: hair is flammable

Found out after phys prac that AMC was today... didn’t realized that... went for AMC... the first question was like crap... (4X5)/(2X10)=? what kind of question is that? Went for soccer after AMC... was quite shocked to see quite a number of teachers... like 4 physics teachers, 1 GP teacher, 1 physics lab tech and 1 soccer coach... gosh... the teachers were all pretty good and I heard Mr Kamel was from RJ soccer team... interesting... the games goes like the teachers are not allowed to score... but it seem to me as though the teachers are domineering the game... walked to J8 with indu... walked past the RI gate and ching hui suddenly appear behind us... creepy... yep... reached home pretty late and went back to sleep like pretty early...

Posted by gal_blue |

Looks like you have managed to get into Heaven!
CONGRADULATIONS!!! Let's hope there is a Heaven
to get into and all will be grand. Have fun!


Are you going to Heaven or Hell?
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Tennis today was fun! Yep... learnt a bit of hitting the ball properly and the surfing... tried to play a game but fail eventually... either I was hitting too hard or the ball did not go over the net... it was actually easier than I thought (probably because I took the lighter racket) but the balls were like flying all over the place...

Inter House Competition opening ceremony... basically there weren’t much stuffs... sound system was like screwed so we couldn’t exactly hear the band playing... HH was a sad case... we were allocated like a relatively huge space, but apparently it was more than half empty... (probably because of *ahem*) some weird things happened... this 1S01D guy from another house decided to sit in HH until we told him, “wrong house”... then I found out that some HH people went to other houses to sit... wonder why... the most interesting thing of the whole thing was the part where 5 teachers representing 5 houses dressed up in different characters... wonder why HH is represented by Mo Jo... I mean Mo Jo doesn’t exactly fit HH theme other than wearing purple...

P.S. Bought chocs... haha.. but it was for me and not for anyone in particular
P.S.S. Why am I online?
P.S.S.S. I'm online!

Posted by gal_blue |

Probably Eminem's shortest lyrics

Eminem – Like Toy Soldiers

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down...

[Chorus]
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers

I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter
I'd never drag them in battles that I can handle unless I absolutely have to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em
Now Ja said "I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it"
There's a certain line you just don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit be way beyond some Jay-z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I help build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions was good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' Suge
Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all over t.v. down talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like fuck it i understand this is business
And this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any minute cuz

[Chorus]

There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated cuz once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how we stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his ressurection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up cuz one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well fuck it, that motherfucker can get it too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is
To have Runyan Avenue, soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered
It ain't worth it, I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love ya'll too much to see the verdict
I'll walk away from it all before I let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If ya'll can quit poppin' off at your jaws with the knockin'
Cuz frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone elses coffin rest on my conscience cuz

[Chorus]

Posted by gal_blue |

Blog surfing today. Found out that a very close friend of one of my friend had passed away. Although personally I do not know that person, I can tell that my friend really misses her and have always loved her. And it really made me think about how fragile life is, one day, a person sitting next to you in class or said “hi” to you during recess, and who knows, that might be the last time you see him/her. Treasure everyone around you today.

If tomorrow never comes – Ronan Keating

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Posted by gal_blue |

Today was really SPAstic... first in the morning, Mrs Cheang came over at the parade square and pulled my hair... gosh... yep... but at least for today, I get to see this shuai ge up close... and I realized that he’s not as shuai as he was far away... yep... plus today, someone almost made me cry again... sigh... Anyway, SPA today was quite easy... just regurgitation of the whole skill A answer the teachers gave... can’t say too much bout it... yep...

P.S. Anyway, my parents's not at home now... which sort of explains why I'm online

Posted by gal_blue |

Never ever try this: eating honeydew, strawberry yoghurt and strawberry milk in that order on a stomach that did not ate anything for the past 5 hours... seriously, it upsets your stomach... feeling damn sick now...

Getting pretty crazy nowadays... well, one thing I’m sure of: I don’t gamble! Well, otherwise 1S01D will be seriously broke...

Yep

Anyway, today was quite crappy... I’m actually listening to the whole perfect 10 countdown even though I listen to it like just yesterday...

Plus, I got shoo-ed away by someone with a broom yesterday... sigh... *heart(s) shatter to million pieces*... to evil: super glue and scotch tapes won’t help

Oh... and good luck for chem skill A spa tomorrow!

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